The shifts are long with small breaks in between. The workday consists of being behind all day trying to get a head. The problems never rest. The needs never fully resolved. When you leave can you leave it all behind?
Many days I left work with a flood of things I wanted to do and never found time for. I realize that it is impossible to do my job perfectly. Yet, I wanted more. Did I do anything well today? Or did I quickly put out fires never getting to what I hoped I could accomplish. The meaningful things. The type of rare moments that remind of your why. Why you do what you do.
How long can I keep this going? I hear ya. I have been there. Healthcare is a crazy beast the rewards are there but far and few between. Sometimes you think maybe I need to just get a similar occupation.
It is so important that you find a way to keep in perspective the difference you make. Your job is crucial. You are the right person for the job. A hard job.
- Find small ways to get a clear head. Carry a small note pad in your pocket. Jot down good moments. Patient appreciation.
- Jot down positive affirmations or scripture to read in tough times.
- Separate yourself from work environment during breaks. Step outside. Sit in car. Go for a walk.
- Find a support system at work you can share rough times with. Someone who gets it.
- Keep your day off as a day off. Spend time for yourself and your family
